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Nomad (AKA: Zachary)  

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Subconscious: Prologue Pg.10

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BenchHe sat quietly on the bench overlooking the beach, ears enjoing the swish and sway of the waves on the sand. He leaned back, hands behind his head, as he stared up into the night sky. Mind wandering through the dark halls within his subconscious, he allowed himself to drift into a state of rest, zoning out into the blackness of the sky. His eyes closed, stars blinking out of existance and the light from the moon fading. All that was left was the smell of the sea and the swish of the waves.   
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Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, we've reached the

Journal Entry: Fri May 2, 2008, 4:55 PM
Due to a lack of creativity and innovation, there has not been much new going on lately...this entry is mostly to be emo about life. Soooo....

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The life and times of Nomad are located below this point. Continue at your own displeasure.
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So it's the end of my second semester of college. In about 13-14 hours, I'll be on my way home along with what consisted of "home" for what seemed like an eternity. I've been looking forward to this day for weeks...months even. I want to go home, get out of here. College, though has been fun, isn't exactly what I want all the time. I should be jumping up and down, yelling for joy...yet somehow I'm sitting here silently, tears pouring down the inside of my chest. I dunno what it is, never was good at putting my finger on it, but something inside me isn't happy...isn't content. Maybe I'm just going through end-of-the-year withdrawals. Maybe I'm just going crazy. Maybe I'm just being irrational.

Maybe.

The logical side of me has some causes...the ending of CRU...the loss of friends...fear of the future...the unwillingness to change yet again...but nothing seems to fit perfectly. I sincerely hope that I will be able to snap out of it soon...especially considering I have work to go to on Monday...

I wanna cry. I wanna break down and sob. I wanna have an emotional meltdown.
But...
I wanna sing. I wanna sit back and laugh. I wanna live life with a joy and happiness I once thought I had.
Is that so hard?

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  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: "Goodbye" by Audio Adrenaline

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  • Current Age: Ageless
  • Current Residence: Nomadic
  • Favourite movie: Treasure Planet
  • Favourite band or musician: Earthsuit
  • Operating System: Vista
  • MP3 player of choice: Creative Zen
  • Favourite game: A toss up among Bioshock, Megaman X, and Portal.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Favourite cartoon character: Batman
  • Personal Quote: Of the world, but not part of it, ever wandering.
  • Tools of the Trade: .5mm Mechanical Pencil and Jasc Paint Shop Pro X2

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~nomadicpx:iconnomadicpx: May 1, 2008, 2:42:02 AM
Haha...I'm ALWAYS online...just not always there. :)

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~Dimpyfoss:iconDimpyfoss: Apr 30, 2008, 8:48:00 AM
HI! hahah! i thought i would post a comment to your page cause i was bored, and like .. your not online yet ^^ :);)

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~lupus-draconis:iconlupus-draconis: Feb 27, 2008, 1:14:21 AM
Hahaha, just joined, eh?
Welcome. =3

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